*extra big sigh*
So, things didn't really work out for the better- they're not any worse, just in the same spot. But more confusing. I've had sort of a rough day today. Well, it wasn't really a rough day for me, well, physically it was, 'cause I think my body really is starting to hate that I dance, but everything else was fine, its just, a lot of other people have been having a bad couple of weeks or months, and chose today to tell me about it. I get so close to solving my problems, and then hear how much worse everyone else's problems are, so I put mine on hold. A normal thing, that everyone does at some point, but when you're so close to reaching a resolution, and then stop, its just kinda a bummer. Its like running a race, and knowing that you could win, and then having to stop inches from the finish line. *sigh* And the person that I really need to talk to isn't so easily reached from where I sit. Lol- One day, this will all make sense to you all, if it doesn't already- but I need to say something , while being discrete at the same time. Ahhhhhhhhh!!!! Lol. Ok, I feel I only like a big sigh now, rather than an extra big sigh.
We had a friend of my dad's, a fellow doctor, who is a Muslim woman, listen to my 'Harem' solo song, and she found the whole song offensive (and rightfully so) so now I'm doing a really cool moderny piece to an R&B song I don't know the title of. But its cool, no doubt. ;) I'm so insanely excited for Dance Olympus. I know the workshops have been going downhill sort of, but its always been fun, and the competition is organized better, and we get to go shopping!!!!!!! I'm really excited for that- speaking of, I should get my paycheck into the bank. ;) Plus, I really like the Thunderbird- it smells like chlorine, which doesn't smell expensive like other hotels. But, most importantly, I may get to see my good friends Elizabeth and Brent, with whom I really need a nice long walk and talk with. Lol. I miss you guys, if you're reading this!
Well, I'm going to leave now. I really like Mary and Job. Dang lovable people that they are. And I vow not to refer to dance as "hell" until at least the next competition. ;) Pray for people that have problems. Lol, so everyone. Bye . Muah!
We had a friend of my dad's, a fellow doctor, who is a Muslim woman, listen to my 'Harem' solo song, and she found the whole song offensive (and rightfully so) so now I'm doing a really cool moderny piece to an R&B song I don't know the title of. But its cool, no doubt. ;) I'm so insanely excited for Dance Olympus. I know the workshops have been going downhill sort of, but its always been fun, and the competition is organized better, and we get to go shopping!!!!!!! I'm really excited for that- speaking of, I should get my paycheck into the bank. ;) Plus, I really like the Thunderbird- it smells like chlorine, which doesn't smell expensive like other hotels. But, most importantly, I may get to see my good friends Elizabeth and Brent, with whom I really need a nice long walk and talk with. Lol. I miss you guys, if you're reading this!
Well, I'm going to leave now. I really like Mary and Job. Dang lovable people that they are. And I vow not to refer to dance as "hell" until at least the next competition. ;) Pray for people that have problems. Lol, so everyone. Bye . Muah!
posted by Alex at 11:25 PM
2 Comments:
Hey hun, I'm sorry that you're a big sigh today, and I don't really know what's going on, but I hope you work things out soon. Have lots of fun in the cities for me, send them my love.
I will amanda.:) Dearest Lizzy, I believe the competition gets done around 6ish, with awards done around 7/8ish this year, and we were thinking of going shopping or something afterwards if there is enough time. But I'm going to go look up particulars now, and if I find them, I'll comment on your blog. :)
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