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Hola, all. I feel very much along the edge of sanity right now, and feel very much like not blogging, but I also feel that it has been a while, so here goes. My hair is much darker than it was at my previous blog, and I am liking it more and more everyday. The solo contest kinda sucked, went better than I expected, but kinda sucked. I am sick though, and I think I did as good as I could under the circumstances, and I can't ask more than that. I think I will feel more like blogging after honor orchestra this weekend. Strong surges of hatred for a certain orchestra teacher form whenever I think about it, but I've decided that, since I care so little about it, why try? Haha, I've become a slacker for the first time in my life, and it feels wonderful!! I've decided that I'm not going to practice tonight, as its 10:30, and everynight I've practiced its been after 10 or 11, and thats just wrong. Period. Poop on people who have (or make) time for these things. Oh, but Monday was absolutely the best day in the whole entire world, and maybe one of my best days this year. I drove myself to Grand Forks, left when I wanted to, went where I wanted to, and just had a mini-shopping day for Alex. Really, I did have to buy paintbrushes, and since I was there, I bought drawing pencils. And maybe perhaps an e.e.cummings poetry book, and maybe a really gorgeous green brooch that was supposed to be 9.99, but I paid 19.99 for, cuz I think the lady ripped me off, and the 'Garden State' soundtrack. Oh, it felt so nice! I bought myself a Tazo Chai Frappacino from Starbucks, and oh, everything was wonderful! It felt so nice to be selfish, and know it, for a day. Even though I did call my mom if she needed anything, so I didn't feel SO guilty. Oh, I loved that day. Thats why I'm going to like college. If I don't get stuff done, or if I DO get stuff done, it will be because I had control over it. Oh, yay. Oh, no! I have laugh lines. I noticed this while looking in the mirror the other day. You must see, that, I love laugh lines- I think Diane Lane is one of the most beautiful people ever, and she's covered in them. The thing is....she's over 30. I'm under 18. Its just wrong!!!!!!! Bad, bad, face! I told my mom this, and she just said, "Well, start using Retinol." Stupid mothers, what are they for anyway? I really must go. Love from me to you. Oh! P.S.! Not, really, but I must say that my entire physics class was very gentlemanly today (as they are all boys) and if Erin doesn't get her schedule switched, it may not be such the Greek tragedy I was expecting. Yay for nice boys. Muah!